when i die, don't touch my stuff.

it's 5:30am, and i'm dying.
since Sunday, 3am-ish, i've vomitted 3 or 4 times. and each of those times it was a lot. lots of vom.
no, i am NOT pregnant. i'm on the pill and seman is a thing of the past. food poisoning? maybe. botulism? probably. anxiety/depression? could be. inner ear problems? i have no idea. bulimia? i wish.

the last thing i ate before the first of the pukings was vegan chili. that's why i suspect botulsim.
second time was right after i ate a party pizza. 3rd thru 4th time was a few hours after some baby swiss and wheat thins. what is going on?

i love all of you. please, avenge my death. revenge my death. whatever it takes. i'd do it for you.