i write with a #2 pencil

last night i was looking through all my crap that i need to go to vet tech school. nightmares ensued.
i'm so scared that i'll be too dumb to go back to school. i have to take the placement tests where i know they'll tell me to forget about "college" and to go practice my 4th grade math skills instead.
if you don't believe me, i still use my fingers for adding and subtracting. no joke. watch next time we play rummy and i insist on keeping score and keep asking you, "this is right, isn't is? carry the 2 right?"
sick.

bleh, let's not talk about it right now.